Why THANK YOU very much Dave... and I say this in a happy way -with a little help from my friend BAILEY...(or should I say BAILEYS) in my coffee?! I think being surrounded on all sides by the haze and the smell of smoke is agitating me a bit. Fires too close to home and brings reminders of what its like to wake up to a flaming house, or like the recent flamimg apt But the other thing is the usual discontent with living with extremes that don't leave a lot of room for exploring truths just because they happen to be true. I wish it were just as easy to openly research negative events as it is positive ones. Ah well... as they say, expectation is the birth of resentment (sorry about my rant)

I've every confidence I'll get all the help I need and don't worry about me giving up... I'm too caught up now to give up

What I like a lot about all this research is that I can help others who are just starting and "don't know where to start" when I see their messages online. It feels good... and much of my knowing where/how to search has come from you-all in the MLU

"What comes round...goes round"