The other tenants boyfriend who stays in the apartment other side of the wall from me shot himself tonight. The woman RCMP Officer told me it looked consistant with suicide/him shooting himself when I asked her "How do you know he shot HIMSELF". She didn't know if he survived/will survive or not.

I'm frazzled as I react and think about it all after the fact and what it all means or could have meant. All sorts of thoughts pop into my head, like the womans daughter and granddaughter staying just below that apartment and me this side of the wall, and don't bullets go through walls and floors. Mind racing here.

This is absolutely insane that there was a loaded gun in the apartment next to me in the hands of people who abuse alcohol, have physically violent and emotional tempers and topss each other about sometimes etc .......... good lord. This is crazy here.

Ma