An explanation and an apology

[chris vickery]

Cliff and Bill
I am 32 years old and lost my father early at the age of 54 just last year. He was my best friend and inspiration, offering guidance, support, experience over my short time on this earth. He too had had some health problems, mostly related to the heart, of which he had a big one. Loved by many for sure.
Over the past year I have come to the realization that we must appreciate the time we have and enjoy life to the fullest. He certainly did.
Dad was cranky, irritable etc with all the meds he was given, and for the last little while, exibited behaviour that we couldn't understand (side effects), because he was too proud to tell us about his situation. Us guys are our own worst enemies and usually think we know better. Most of us do all the things we shouldn't, drink, smoke, eat bad things, party, carry on etc thinking we are invinceable. I call it the tough guy syndrome.
Never be ashamed, embarrassed, proud to tell your loved ones that you are not well or need help, let alone apoligize for being unhealthy.
Cherish your family and friends and the fun times you have.